For being too lazy and lax in caring to express feelings, tears became inevitable. Someone have lost focus. It came to my senses when I reached my bed last night from a lovable date with two of my girl friends. One of them asked if there’s still something I have to say because I looked sad to her.
The question kept hunting me until bed time; tearjerker. *boo hoo
But yeah, I know in my spirit that somehow, I am not okay. There is something in me that needs to be settled. I won’t stop. I won’t stop until God grants me joy and peace. Until I learned my lesson here, I would not want to stop.











